I spent years avoiding straws. It made me feel like I was contributing to a better world, and I honestly felt like I was saving the planet through this action. I will never forget the moment that it hit me that this was environmental cherry picking. I had just gone through the drive-thru at Starbucks, and as usual, asked for no straw. I got that warm, fuzzy feeling I always got when turning down future litter. I paid, was handed my pink drink, and pulled over. I started drinking my refreshing concoction sans straw, and it just hit me like a wall—this cup is plastic.
I’d spent so much emotional energy remembering to speak up about the straw before I accepted drinks anywhere. And here I was, proud of myself for turning down a small piece of plastic, as I drank out of a very large piece of plastic. I felt sick to my stomach. Yes, I was protecting turtles, but I was also causing their home to be trashed, their insides torn up from ingesting my plastic, and beaches where I grew up to gradually become more filled with microplastics than sand. I decided that I needed some radical change in my life.
I spent at least six months researching how to rid my life of plastic. I had studied enough to know that it wasn’t possible to be perfect, but that it was possible to do my best with my resources. I began with a plastic audit, and it was horrifying. I had gone so long thinking that I was “eco-friendly,” but my belongings told a different story. Plastic was everywhere—mascara tubes, candy wrappers, toothbrushes, lids, garbage cans, Ziplock bags, lotion containers, shampoo bottles, salad bags…the list went on. In the past, I always had canvas grocery bags, reusable water bottles, and other typical eco purchases (thanks to my Washingtonian upbringing in the Pacific Northwest), but I hadn’t even thought about the plastic used in less obvious places. I didn’t need to have Ziplock bags, so I started using paper bags. My living space became filled with shampoo bottles made from recycled plastic, metal straws, and other light hearted switches—all of which were easier than I thought they would be, and I thought the work was done.
I was very wrong about that.
The more I studied climate change, ocean acidification, etc., the more I saw the underlying problem. Humans are using more than they need, and there’s no space for it. It became impossible to un-see the useless packaging, especially when I’d walk into grocery stores. I’m lucky enough to live near a co-op, so I started shopping more from the bulk bins, and decided that if fruit or veggies came in plastic, I would just go somewhere else where they didn’t come that way. That brought me to the zero waste movement.
I realized that the best thing I could do for Earth wasn’t about what I could buy. It was about what I could avoid buying. Consuming less means consuming less of the Earth, and just letting her be. So instead of buying shampoo made of natural ingredients in a bottle, I started buying shampoo bars made of natural ingredients with no packaging. My home started to lose a lot of unnecessary things like toothpaste tubes and cleaning wipes, and instead filled up with toothpaste tablets, bamboo dish scrubbers, glass bottled cleansers, and stacks of materials that I could reuse (whether that be boxes from the mail, cleaned out jam jars, etc).
Understanding that the best thing to do for the planet is to reduce consumption, I ended up hand-making a lot of my things. Bathroom cleaner, moisturizer, hair spray, candles—I started making it all. My philosophy became this: If I can buy it, I can probably make it. I grew up in a thrifty family with a big garden, and with a mother who made our meals from scratch and was always creating something by hand. I had harbored a lot of those values thanks to that, and incorporating those things in full felt like a return to myself. On top of that, I was ensuring that what I was using was vegan, palm-oil-free, resource-saving, zero waste, and ethically made. I foraged, made time to hand-make lots of necessities, and became extremely self-sufficient. My Pinterest boards filled with posts about using leftover cranberries for toners and what to do with avocado skins. I was producing less waste, reconnecting with my roots, and learning new skills in the process. It all became a very joyful and no-brainer process. If making my own jam or reusing my jars was going to help our planet, why wouldn’t I do it? If it would also remind me of my mother making blackberry jelly in our pale yellow kitchen when I was a kid, then again—why not do it?
So here I am, at the crossroads of slow living, zero waste, veganism, and ethical consumerism. These roads are connected, and they’ve resulted in me connecting more to the Earth. I started with a slow living childhood and a straw avoidance. I’m grateful for that foundation, and even more grateful that I kept building onto it. Slow living is about taking your time, getting to know the land, and making things by hand when possible. I buy from conscious companies when I am going to buy something, but I make sure that they are low waste. I still have things in the house that I haven’t found a good alternative for yet, but I’m trying, and I’m actually making a difference despite my imperfection. My footprint is one sixth the size of the average American’s. If everyone lived like me, they wouldn’t be perfect, but we would only need a fraction of the Earth. The rest of the land could be wild. I know I will still keep improving, and I know that there will be days where I will screw up, but it’s not about that. It’s about our Earth; our precious and only Earth. It’s about using less, making more, and doing as little harm as possible. Living ethically is completely doable, and doesn’t require perfection. It requires action.
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